Some times I feel sad. Because I’m never enough for what someone I want, wants. I’m not big enough to make you feel small. I’m not tall enough and you don’t date short guys. Or they only want girls outside of a guy. Or they want clean shaven and short hair. Idk.. I just wanna feel wanted.. and I am.. but like.. it’s not enough.. and I feel like garbage for it. Because I have what past me wanted. But it’s not what I want now.. I just don’t know what I want now. And I just feel small and invisible for it. Which makes me more sad. And the cycle repeats. I should just sleep
““Beware of destination addiction: The idea that happiness is in the next place, the next job, or even with the next partner. Until you give up the idea that happiness is somewhere else, it will never be where you are.” - Unknown”
